I just need to know it’s okay…

It’s okay to feel lost at 21, right?

To feel like my life is over even though it’s probably just beginning…

Is it okay to have days where I come home from class, a day full of smiles and laughter, and then once I’m alone…totally lose my cool and just cry?

Is it okay to be confused and upset that the people who have hurt me are really happy now and doing much better than I am?

Is it okay to make others proud, collect achievements, and still feel unsatisfied?

Is it okay to think I’m totally abnormal for feeling this way, that I’m losing my mind while everyone else has their lives together, and that I’m some kind of anomaly, doomed to feel this way forever?

Is it okay to feel the need to ask these questions?

Is it okay to make mistakes?

I don’t need to believe any of this is good per se….I just need to know it’s okay.

I just need to know that I’m going to be okay…

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